Straight up.

Fuck i hate it when people blatantly mock me to my face. It’s even worse when this person is supposed to be a friend and your supposed to like him but every time he doe’s this all you want to do is punch something. 

i’m sick of being treating like I’m worthless, i’m sick of feeling like i don’t mean anything. cause the truth is without me these people would be fucking nowhere and without them i would be a fucking wreck. i do so much and it hardly ever gets recognised.

i put myself through so much stress that i am worried and anxious 24/7. i want to feel normal again, when i didn’t have to care about all this shit. it means too much to me not to care.

i just want people to recognise and acknowledge that i make a difference without me telling them, but i know it will never happen.

I never thought i’d love someone so much that without them i’d feel like absolute crap. 

And then when i do get to talk to her on the phone i’m still sad and mopey. Fuck this! i need to learn to be happy. 

Everyone has got to stop criticising each other for what they believe in. Everyone is what they want to be. whether it be for the wrong or the right reasons it doesn’t matter. if your friend(s) do drugs and you don’t that’s fine. be respectful to them. just because you don’t like it doesn’t mean you have to preach to them and tell them not to do it.

everyone in this world needs to make their own decisions. good and bad ones.

hell, i’ve fucked up in the past but i’ve gotten past that and i love where i am at the moment. i live the life that i want to live not because of what my friends or family say. 

the message here is to do what you believe in and fuck what people say about it. and in return have respect for those who don’t believe in what you do. if you got angry every time  someone said Fuck God or Fuck Straight edge you’d have a fucking depressing life. 

i am an atheist, i am a vegetarian and i am straight edge. not because i want to change anyone but because it’s who i am and what i do to live the life i want to lead. 

Just decided that i’m going to stop re-blogging from people and just put up shit that i have done.

but that makes me worry even more.